calm simple smiling emoticon in class yellow
6.75h asleep
1h awake

finally saw my psych and got some xanax!! 🎉 it's made a hugely positive difference. for the first time since falling ill with this wretched disease i feel as if i can use my mind comfortably 😌 gone is the horribly paralyzing qualia of so much cognition and memory being inaccessible 🙃

pcr/naat was positive, which was honestly a relief considering my symptoms very much looked like covid. on the bright side, the gf who likely gave it to me unknowingly is back in my arms!! it's nice to have someone to take care of me. im defnitely baby and could use the help in times like this 😣


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