7.5h asleep
1h awake
woke up with weird gender dyshporia, angrily wondering why i had boobs. the person behind the face in the mirror was outraged! think i went a bit overboard with the topical T.. that'd explain a few things 🥴
i felt good, tho! energetic, even! took that for a walk and, unfortch, didnt make it far.. a brisk pace left me panting and exhausted rather unexpectedly considering my mood!!
it left me feeling vulnerable n smol, that inability to trust in myself. i cried a lot that night. it was real confusing n scary 🥺 imma stronk gril tho!! is otay that mistakes happn sometimes. what matters is we learn from them
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