fatigued 
state

7h asleep
1.5h awake

trying to find the right balance of meds that doesn't make me too tired and give me depression while still relieving some stress *deep breath* 😞

had a rough last few days which is why i havent posted an update.. im not really getting better along the axes that are most impactful. just trying to focus on rest and radically accepting that i can only do what i can do.. 🥺🖤

with the drop of the newest and last evangelion movie, i started watching the rebuild movie series. its been slow going, but im enjoying myself! has been a nice time after there being so many days of suffering 😌

original spotify playlist by oogiebot